could this backfire on me? living with my boyfriend.."kinda long" but help please?
i just moved in.. he comes from a family that didnt have much to give. they never had anything to do with eachother…"does that make since?" my family is originally from new jersey, new york.. They are really just like WHAM! lol crazy loving.. respectful People..giving NICE.. OMG everything lol for xmas my mom and dad got us a REALLLLY nice Grill.. were always invited over to the house to watch football games..my boyfriend really enjoys my family..:) and my family enjoys him
Im expecting a new baby in a few weeks, and Everyone is getting everything ready for the babys rooom lol my whole family has pretty much Kicked me out of the whole thing, i told them what i wanted.. And they have gotten almost everything. lol Crib.. Basinet..walkers.. strollers.. Bumpers for the bed..
Sams Family wants to be involved too….:) im TOTALLY FINE with it! his mom and dad got a wooden play pin for her
it was cute..but my grandparents for a brand new one
and didnt tell me, so we turned down the one sams parents was offering us
i felt SO BAD!!! and my mama just got back from las vegas.. Won some money, andwanted to get the baby a crib and a matching Dresser.. But sams mom got one for us too.. in fact we already have it at the house, its wooden and in bad shape.. i was talking to my mom about the one she was wanting to get us.. i said i would ask sam about it.. it did nothing but turn into a HUGE fite..sam got all bent out of shape because hes thinks nothing his family is tryin to do is good enough for me.. Money really doesnt make me happy. its just nice to have a family who comes from it u know?!?! im a soft hearted person.. and i also haven’t been the one turning all the things his parents have gotten us
hes Throwing it all on me and hes not thinking about how i feel…
TO THE PROBLEM! lmao
he doesnt think i would ever leave him.. So yesterday he got out of hand with what he was saying.. and says, "well you know what? FUCK your family. mines not good enough for you." so i jumped up, started packing my bags and everything.."i wasn’t really gonna leave, i was just scaring him into thinking i was gonna." He got up too and started helping me.. but once i got everything done and packed.. he wouldnt let me out of the room to leave! i was like WTF. he wants me to leave while hes not there so he doesn’t have to watch me leave. he still dosent think i will leave if he pushes to far.
i wanna get the balls to!! atleast for a few days…..just to show him that im not scared and that i could do without him….:)
that whole day i didn’t say much to him.. ate, layd down and kept to myself u know? he ACTUALLY went to sleep on the couch…:( i slept in the bed room.. i kept waking up, so finally i got up at 3 something and went in there, hugged him.. and asked him to come to bed..we snuggled! " I GAVE IN!" lmao i couldnt do it anymore…. i got to thinking about why i said i was gunna leave, and why he said what he said. becuase i gave him a reason
he was being all sweet before we got up this morning, but once we got up.. He started Acting like an ass again.. like he KNEW i wasnt gunna leave, because i told him i wasnt GUNNA! i Screwd myself didnt i??????? at 11 when i get home in a few hrs, i have to make the decision and see if he reallly lets me go
i dont think he loves me anymore
i fuuuucked myself.
i sound REALLY selfish at the begining of this! Please just ignore that… i cant believe i put that on there
i cant take it off or edit it
so ignore it.. and please no rude comments on this.. im really having a problem.. if i talk to him about it.. it better be a solution. thanks for any answers
