could this backfire on me? living with my boyfriend.."kinda long" but help please?

i just moved in.. he comes from a family that didnt have much to give. they never had anything to do with eachother…"does that make since?" my family is originally from new jersey, new york.. They are really just like WHAM! lol crazy loving.. respectful People..giving NICE.. OMG everything lol for xmas my mom and dad got us a REALLLLY nice Grill.. were always invited over to the house to watch football games..my boyfriend really enjoys my family..:) and my family enjoys him :)

Im expecting a new baby in a few weeks, and Everyone is getting everything ready for the babys rooom lol my whole family has pretty much Kicked me out of the whole thing, i told them what i wanted.. And they have gotten almost everything. lol Crib.. Basinet..walkers.. strollers.. Bumpers for the bed..

Sams Family wants to be involved too….:) im TOTALLY FINE with it! his mom and dad got a wooden play pin for her :) it was cute..but my grandparents for a brand new one :( and didnt tell me, so we turned down the one sams parents was offering us :( i felt SO BAD!!! and my mama just got back from las vegas.. Won some money, andwanted to get the baby a crib and a matching Dresser.. But sams mom got one for us too.. in fact we already have it at the house, its wooden and in bad shape.. i was talking to my mom about the one she was wanting to get us.. i said i would ask sam about it.. it did nothing but turn into a HUGE fite..sam got all bent out of shape because hes thinks nothing his family is tryin to do is good enough for me.. Money really doesnt make me happy. its just nice to have a family who comes from it u know?!?! im a soft hearted person.. and i also haven’t been the one turning all the things his parents have gotten us :( hes Throwing it all on me and hes not thinking about how i feel…

TO THE PROBLEM! lmao

he doesnt think i would ever leave him.. So yesterday he got out of hand with what he was saying.. and says, "well you know what? FUCK your family. mines not good enough for you." so i jumped up, started packing my bags and everything.."i wasn’t really gonna leave, i was just scaring him into thinking i was gonna." He got up too and started helping me.. but once i got everything done and packed.. he wouldnt let me out of the room to leave! i was like WTF. he wants me to leave while hes not there so he doesn’t have to watch me leave. he still dosent think i will leave if he pushes to far. :( i wanna get the balls to!! atleast for a few days…..just to show him that im not scared and that i could do without him….:)

that whole day i didn’t say much to him.. ate, layd down and kept to myself u know? he ACTUALLY went to sleep on the couch…:( i slept in the bed room.. i kept waking up, so finally i got up at 3 something and went in there, hugged him.. and asked him to come to bed..we snuggled! " I GAVE IN!" lmao i couldnt do it anymore…. i got to thinking about why i said i was gunna leave, and why he said what he said. becuase i gave him a reason :( he was being all sweet before we got up this morning, but once we got up.. He started Acting like an ass again.. like he KNEW i wasnt gunna leave, because i told him i wasnt GUNNA! i Screwd myself didnt i??????? at 11 when i get home in a few hrs, i have to make the decision and see if he reallly lets me go :( i dont think he loves me anymore :( i fuuuucked myself.
i sound REALLY selfish at the begining of this! Please just ignore that… i cant believe i put that on there :( i cant take it off or edit it :( so ignore it.. and please no rude comments on this.. im really having a problem.. if i talk to him about it.. it better be a solution. thanks for any answers

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What do you think of this story I wrote?

I started writing today in English, the prompt was "Describe a trip to a restaurant from a 4 year old’s point of view". I hope it’s not too long!

Yesterday my family went to a restaurant. I cried at first because the resaurant wasn’t Sonic but then I stopped crying and was happy when the restaurant people got me crayons and a little coloring book. We sat in one of those big comfy benches up against the wall. I said I wanted to sit on the inside, but then I said I wanted to sit in the middle so my big brother and sister had to get up and move around. They were mad!
I started coloring in a picture of a bunny in my coloring book. Then my dad asked me and my brother and my sister how school was. I kept trying to tell everyone about this stupid boy I don’t like in kindergarten who always throws his crayons at me and chases me on the playground but Eddie (my big brother) kept talking about this football team and Leila (my big sister) started talking about how she wants to be cheerleader and I got mad. Then when I told everyone about that stupid boy in kindergarten they said I already told them that story.
Then the food came. Everyone else ate gross stuff like salad or lozonya, especially Leila she ate a lot! But I was happy, I got to eat pizza! But I didn’t eat all of it ’cause before it got to our table I ate lots of bread so I wasn’t very hungry. Then I saw that after Leila ate all of her food real fast she looked sad. Then I started coloring a kitty.
Then after we ate my big sister ran to the bathroom real fast. Then I got bored with drawing in the coloring book so I drew on the table and the walls and tried to draw on my hand but it didn’t work.
Then my big brother Eddie started talking to mom and dad. I wasn’t sure what he was talking about at first, I heard him say something about kissing and boys and ‘a different kind of love’ (whatever that means, boys are weird) but I didn’t pay attention ’cause I was too busy poking the comfy bench with a fork.
But I started paying attention when Eddie talked about his special friend Jeremy. I payed attention ’cause I knew Jeremy, he’s been over to our house before. Eddie says he plays football too, but I think he should be on the wrestling team ’cause I saw him show Eddie some moves in Eddie’s room one time and he’s real good! Jeremy pinned Eddie lotsa times! He even got Eddie to call out for mercy, call out his name even! That Jeremy sure is somethin’, what kind of last name is Harder anyway?
After Eddie was done talkin’ about Jeremy mom looked really really really surprised and dad got a mad face and left the restaurant. I asked why he left and mom said he needed alone time. Then I asked if we could get dessert and she said yes and I was happy. Mom was happy too, at least I think she was ’cause she kept smiling at Eddie, but her smile din’t look like mine did. I guess she didn’t want dessert.
Then Leila came back and I said "Leila we’re gettin’ dessert! Are you gonna get the supremo sundae? ‘Cause I know you like food!" She waited a long time to say yes, then she asked mom where dad is and why Eddie keeps looking at the floor and then I started poking the bench with a fork again. Then I smelled something weird. It was Leila! She smelled like me that time I had a fever and ate a bunch of macaroni & cheese. So I asked her why she smelled and she pretended like she didn’t hear me and my asked her why she smelled and Leila said something quiet. I said "What’d you say Leila?" and she said she’s bullmick and mom and Eddie looked real sad and surprised. Then I said "What’s bullmick?" and mom acted like she didn’t hear me.
Then mom said we should go now and I got mad ’cause mom said we could get dessert so I cried and stuff and we got to have dessert. I was the only one that ate though, everyone else was too sad to eat. But I tried to make Leila happier and asked if she wanted half my ice cream ’cause I know she likes food but she didn’t answer me. So I got to eat a whole supremo sundae by myself! It was the best visit to a restaurant ever!
I misspelled ‘lasagna’ and ‘bullemic’ on purpose, it’s a 4 year old writing so that’s why I included the errors. Same thing with the run-on sentences, I just wanted this story to look legit.

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i need help i am confused? what do i do?

i really, really like this guy, what do i do?
we r 12 and i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please if so do u have any idea to make it more romantic and if he does come should we flirt should i ask him out and or kiss him and or hug him and or sit close to him on the couch, would this b good even if his friends are there what should i do

forget the kissing thing

i realy like him it was so funny on the bus i was like can i flick u in the head and he was like sure but wen my friend asked can i flick ur head he was like no so she was like ur flirting it was so funnyy i flirt with him and he flirts with me it is fun i really like him

we r in 6th grade and we have known eachother since kindergarden so we know a ton about each other

i was planning of watching a movie and i was inviting some of his friends so it is not weird 4 him

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I really really like him, is this a good idea?

really, really like this guy, what do i do?
we r 12 and i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please if so do u have any idea to make it more romantic and if he does come should we flirt should i ask him out and or kiss him and or hug him and or sit close to him on the couch, would this b good even if his friends are there what should i do

forget the kissing thing

i realy like him it was so funny on the bus i was like can i flick u in the head and he was like sure but wen my friend asked can i flick ur head he was like no so she was like ur flirting it was so funnyy i flirt with him and he flirts with me it is fun i really like him

we r in 6th grade and we have known eachother since kindergarden so we know a ton about each other

i was planning of watching a movie and i was inviting some of his friends so it is not weird 4 him

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What’s relevant for Halloween 2008?

I need some ideas for a group of 3 (mom, dad, and 19 yr old) for halloween costumes. Costumes relevant too current events would be best! For example 2 years ago, mom and dad went as steve and terri irwin (steve with a stingray through chest and terri with black veil pinned to khaki baseball cap) and last year as Dog and Beth the bounty hunters. whats good for 3 this year? thanks!

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What should i do? is this a good idea?

I really, really like this guy, what do i do?
we r 12 and i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please if so do u have any idea to make it more romantic and if he does come should we flirt should i ask him out and or kiss him and or hug him and or sit close to him on the couch, would this b good even if his friends are there what should i do

forget the kissing thing

i realy like him it was so funny on the bus i was like can i flick u in the head and he was like sure but wen my friend asked can i flick ur head he was like no so she was like ur flirting it was so funnyy i flirt with him and he flirts with me it is fun i really like him

we r in 6th grade and we have known eachother since kindergarden so we know a ton about each other

i was planning of watching a movie and i was inviting some of his friends so it is not weird 4 him

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guys and/or girls i need your opinions,please answer this?

I really, really like this guy, what do i do?
we r 12 and i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please if so do u have any idea to make it more romantic and if he does come should we flirt should i ask him out and or kiss him and or hug him and or sit close to him on the couch, would this b good even if his friends are there what should i do

forget the kissing thing

i realy like him it was so funny on the bus i was like can i flick u in the head and he was like sure but wen my friend asked can i flick ur head he was like no so she was like ur flirting it was so funnyy i flirt with him and he flirts with me it is fun i really like him

we r in 6th grade and we have known eachother since kindergarden so we know a ton about each other

i was planning of watching a movie and i was inviting some of his friends so it is not weird 4 him

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i really, really like this guy, what do i do?

we r 12 and i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please if so do u have any idea to make it more romantic and if he does come should we flirt should i ask him out and or kiss him and or hug him and or sit close to him on the couch, would this b good even if his friends are there what should i do
forget the kissing thing
i realy like him it was so funny on the bus i was like can i flick u in the head and he was like sure but wen my friend asked can i flick ur head he was like no so she was like ur flirting it was so funnyy i flirt with him and he flirts with me it is fun i really like him
we r in 6th grade and we have known eachother since kindergarden so we know a ton about each other
i was planning of watching a movie and i was inviting some of his friends so it is not weird 4 him

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is this a good idea???? i need help!?

i have a crush on this guy i always flirt with him by flicking him and playin with him at recess. my mom and dad said i can have some guys and girls over and i was thinkin of inviting him and some of his friends and a some of my girl friends we r 12 years old if they come over we would watch movies and play pool and air hockey and pin pong is thaat a good idea????? help please

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